New Year New Me--- Nah!

So its that time of the year again!!! It's almost New Years!! The day another year starts and everyone,including me, makes a vow to do better and achieve some type of goal that year! Some like myself try and change the whole person in one year. Hence the phrase "New Year New Me" but in reality we cant change who we are in just one year. It took us years to even to get to a place where don't like the "me" that we have become. For it take years to get here its gonna take years to undo it all and grow into someone that is more suited for ourselves. But the real question is by the time we become the person we want to be will we decide to change again?  I find myself always wanting something different and wanting to be something different. I'm constantly changing who I am and who I want to become. I feel like everyone is like this and if not everyone I know somewhere out in the world I'm not the only one that feels this way.

 I know that this blog is about me and my journey in growing into the woman I want to be. But I haven't really figured out who exactly that is. I find myself explaining to people that I'm the weird geeky, sporty, creative girl that sits in the back of the class and laughs at everybody else conversations cause I don't talk to the ones around me. I kinda like that chick but I would prefer for her to talk to people and maybe not sit in the back of the classroom all the time. I know inspire and affect someone's life in a very positive way. I want to live life to the fullest< Whatever that means> and to someday have a family of my own.  

 So this new years I will not vow to become someone new but I want to change my mind set! I feel like that's the beginning to this whole journey anyways. So instead of a "New Year New Me" its the "Same Me Different Mind Set".

 With All The Love In My Heart, I Hope You Have A Great New Years And A Blessed 2014!