Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Job vs. Career

   Lately I feel like I have been learning more about people rather than myself. I work in an environment that has various personalities and then I also deal with customers with different personalities. I'm slowly learning how to cope with the different people around me. I am learning what I can and cant do around people and how to act when I am around others. Which is slightly how I was raised. You act a certain way when your at home and another when you go out. Some people may disagree and say that I am being fake for acting/ doing that but it is how I grew up. But anyways now I am at a place where I have to make a decision whether to work or skip a class. Most likely I'm going to my class but I just feel weird about it. I feel like I'm being setup or something. I don't know. I like working , it makes me feel as though I'm moving forward and I don't have to ask my parents for money to spend just gas and I like that. I feel as though I'm doing something right with my life and I'm starting to move forward and be independent. If I lose the job I think its going to hurt only because I'm going to be back at square one... No job and at a stand still once again. I feel stuck between two things that are going to influence my future. School vs. Work! I know I need to be in class because I still don't have my book and the way she teaches is weird. But I also feel like I need to work to continue to be independent. Do I give up my UN-dieing will to be independent or do I pursue a degree and do what I love later on?  Do I want a job now or a career later? 

Decisions! Decisions! Decisions!

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