The last time I posted was May 4, 2014. I have been slacking like no other! I dont know who reads this or if someone reads this at all but if you do sorry for not posting. 2014 has been CRAZY!!!!! I have had to question my morals, beliefs and my own willingness to do right. I put myself in a very difficult situation which caused me to hurt myself and others around me. But hopefully Im currently on the right track to heal my wounds and do whats right for me!
I have come to the conclusion that in order for me to do what I want I have to get off my ass and do it. I cant keep waiting for it to just plop in my lap. It has taken me all year and some change to realize this. SMH at myself because you would thing that this concept is so simple that it would have just hit me in the head awhile ago and it has but I just rubbed the sore spot and kept on my path ignoring all the signs.
While I'm on my quest to do whats best for me I plan to fix me. When I say "Fix me" I mean I want to heal all the wounded spots in my heart, get closer to GOD, know my passion and purpose, know what I like and figure out what I want out of life. Yeah I have been constantly saying that's what I'm going to do but I'm really taking it seriously because I cant continue to live like this. I cant continue to disappoint myself, family and friends. Its annoying beyond anything.
So as I take to this journey hopefully I'll remember to blog about it all and keep in touch!
No comments:
Post a Comment